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So… where have I been?
I don’t even know.
But I can tell you that I am alive… and still kicking.
Being me.
The only thing different now is that after 10 years and counting of not knowing what was causing me to feel like I had no control over my life, I finally have answers.
What turned out to be so simple for others to figure out… and for me to google and confirm… remained a mystery to every idiot doctor I have spoken to over the past decade.
And now we know.
I have a brain disorder.
Uncurable.
But treatable.
So the circus once again begins for me to demand treatement to make me feel better.
To once again live with some control.
And even though I am angry… I am livid… I am pissed because I was forced to suffer because my doctor’s were too lazy… I am so relieved to at least know something.
I guess that’s where I have been…
Surrendering to my fate.
Accepting what this is.
Finally seeing life for what it can be.
And I have to admit… I’m liking what I am seeing so far.
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