I was on a blazing highway to my 100th post and then I ran over some police spike strips or something and it all came to a screeching halt.

Now, I am back and ready to not only reach my 100th, but my 200th, and 500th and 1000th…. ok that might be pushing it. But nonetheless, I’m ready. I don’t know why I let things crawl up under my skin so bad around this time of year. I really need to figure out a way to just tell my past to screw off. And it’s not that I feel I am burdened by my past… it just is like a form of depression that I have no control over. I find myself sitting somewhere and not even thinking about anything, but yet, I’m on the verge of crying. And it’s like this every year. And then summer arrives and I am ok.

Speaking of summer, I’m getting ready for it by having 30 days of me. June is all about Monique!! I’m trying to lose some weight, eat healthy, get lovely glowing skin and so much more for the next 30 days. I actually have really soft beautiful skin now, but because every now and then i get some annoying pimple on my lower cheek, I will start picking at it and making it 100 times worse. By the time I get rid of the pimple, I am stuck with some gross looking blemish. So, my goal is no picking, hands off the face and by the time July comes, I will be more stunning than ever.

I can dream can’t I?