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I am still very much trying to find my footing in all the chaos I have created for myself in these past 2-3 months. It seems as if right as I find myself on steady ground, I realize I am once again neglecting something or someone.
Sadly, now-a-days the brunt of my neglect is with my blog and my photography. I really miss writing, and more than that, I miss the calmness of going out and taking random pictures. And the truth is that this summer is going to be a nightmare of tasks, and appointments, and meetings, and work, and everything else…. not that I am complaining… I just long for the tranquility I kind of used to have a year ago.
Not only am I neglecting my blog and photography, but my home office looks like a tornado came through it and honestly, I have no desire whatsoever to clean it up. I come home, I look at it, and promise myself that I will do it tomorrow, and then nothing happens. That’s been going on for almost a month now… me looking at the mess and choosing to walk over most of it instead of dealing with it. It’s not even a big mess… just some envelopes that got knocked over, a few magazines I need to either read or toss, and some files I need to file. It would take me at best an hour, maybe two to get it all looking immaculate, but I’d rather plop down and watch The First 48 or CSI:Miami re-runs.
In July, I will be visiting family like crazy all over the east coast, so I have to start preparing for that now. I’m going to be gone for 21 days, so I have to do a lot of packing, and meditating. Twenty-one days away from home… with my parents/family is cringe worthy. I’m looking forward to it, but then again, I’m not.
Before I go, I want to thank everyone who has still come to my site, and has been supportive of me while I have been a big slacking bobo.
And that’s all for now. Until tomorrow – (I promise).
