I’m freezing.
Even bundled up with the heater on, I have cold chills.
I’m looking forward to seeing how badly today goes. Yesterday’s install went beyond poorly. Very very bad. The new syste, is so glitched out… it’s overcharging customers… you have to measure every box that gets sent out, even if it weighs two ounces. Apparently the problems are nationwide and very well known so other installations have been cancelled indefinitely. Now we are amongst the small group who actually got the so-called upgrade. An upgrade to a system that is broken.
In other news, yesterday out of the thin blue sky an ex of mine contacted me. Talk about a shock. And it wasn’t like the everyday ex, like someone I dated for 2 seconds when I was in college and didn’t care. This was the guy who I pretty much spent my High School years with. The first guy I could actually say I was in love with. The first guy I slept with. He broke my heart into soooooooo many pieces. I don’t know even know how to feel right now, let alone how to react.
The last true memory I have of him is feeling totally and utterly betrayed. I was very much in love with him, and even though we had been through a lot during those High School years, I was certain that we would still be together after we graduated. But before that could even happen, one day my best friend called and told me that only had she heard he had gotten some other girl pregnant, but he was going to marry her.
I. Was. Floored.
He never even spoke to me about it. He never came to me and told me he had screwed up. He never came to me and apologized. He just stopped talking to me. Like I was nothing, and life had moved on.
Sigh.
